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Originally Posted by Pixie
Not at all, You can have a online relationship to a certian extent, but once the computers gone..Are you really going to be the same?
I'm certianly not..When I visted pf, I found it hard to connect without the internet, and spoke to her on msn for a bit until I could relax enough.
And its much harder, because you can look so different in pictures, the first thing I thought is " Oh my god, shes going to see how much weight I've gained, how many spots I've got, how ugly I am.."
And then I began to compare myself to her, and how much more beautiful she was, how skinner etc..
I don't really know why that was relevant, but..If thats just a friendship concern, god knows what romance would be like..I hate even getting chatted up on msn, or chat rooms..I just say I am ugly, fat and spotty..your not going to like me. hah.
I've had a crush on somebody on the message boards beforee, Even fantasied and everything!!
but I wouldn't go as far as a romance, Its almost impossible to make it work.
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your not "ugly" nobody is, everyone is just different, we only think of this perfect body image because of the media, just the way the world works, you shouldnt let what people think get to you. Im "chubby" other people say im fat, or thin

just how it is. im quite happy with my weight tbh even though i said im chubby.
off to sleep (never feel tired lately so im taking advantage )
night
xx