I've been hanging round with a group of friends who are all U.K size's 4/6 i'm the only one whos a U.K size 8 is this fat? I feel like i'm really fat compared to them and they also say that i need to lose weight. They don't eat anything so i started doing the same but once when i gave into temptation 3 of them took me to the girl's toilets and sat me down on the toilet seat and forced it into my mouth. I started choking but they told me i had to eat it now because i was a fat bitch so i did as they said. Another time, one of them was having a big sleepover because their parents were away for the weekend so i went along but halfway through the night when we all got changed and were in our pajamas they told me to lie down on the bed stomach down so i did thinking we were goin to play a silly game or something but then they all started slapping my legs and my chanting fat fat go away come back another day. I nearly started crying but stopped myself as i didn't want them to think i was a cry baby. Part of me feels like they're helping me lose the weight because the're my friends but another part of me feels like they might be bulying me slightly. Which one is it?