If it makes things any easier, it's just a couple of pills assuming you're under 12 weeks. You really have to consider what would be more "evil." Raising a child you cannot afford, or cope with. OR, aborting said child who has no self awareness and waiting until you can afford and cope with one.

Nobody can make this choice for you. Your parents don't have to find out about an abortion but DO NOT go through it alone. It's extremely difficult on your emotional wellbeing.

Good luck.