Yeah.... thanks guys.
Things just got more complicated though, and I honestly have no idea as to why they're like this.
Me and her have a mutual friend named Rick who like.. I actually made good friends with at her house party whilst I was there.
He's a really nice guy and yeah, I pierced his ear [lol] and we just had lots in common so we swapped numbers and now are pretty close.
Anyway.... she's at Leeds Fest this weekend and told me last night that she was there then.
And was texting me about a camp fire and whatever else, lol.
I mentioned it to Rick because he's also going, but he's going tomorrow and wanted to know where she was camping.
Anywho... he rung her this morning to ask and she was in traffic on her way up?
So basically she lied to me for some reason and wasn't actually there at all.
If I'm honest I think she's partially avoiding me for whatever reason, if it's out of fear of the distance... or if it's just plain having second thoughts -_-
She cried on me at her party because I stormed upstairs after apparently giving her the wrong signals during the week because I was afraid, and she felt like I didn't like her the same.
I ran upstairs because I walked in on her kissing some guy drunk =|
And I was upset so yeah... but she broke down saying she didn't know I felt so strong and had messed up and she was scared I'd never go back to see her again.
But now she's totally shutting me out and hardly ever speaking to me?
Yet when we do speak she explains she wants to be with me?
Wtf? Confused.
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