you can never really know about this kind of thing until you go through it, and abortion is one of those things that can only ever be dealt with in case by case basis, so don't feel bad. i don't like the idea, but i know if i got pregnant now i would only have the option of having one, because i could offer a baby nothing, and both mine and its life would be ruined, and if the father pitched in his fair share, his too. only you can decide if you can offer the baby what you think it would need, and if you would be worse off having the baby than an abortion. you should find out if you're pregnant asap, though, definately.

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