knvm. that was ALL a lie he told me which I kind of figured cause the story was really.. well it was nonsense. he came clean out of guilt and told me the truth, he has a weird thing for being watched. used to do it when he was younger. get emails from chatrooms when he was like 12 cause he was curious about the body & sexuality as you do get at the age, and he'd go on and show his dick to girls. but then he found it increasingly harder to talk girls into doing it cause they're very different about it and so he'd do it infront of guys cause they were the only ones willing. he watched porn to get hard, liked hearing them compliment it, and the whole time he was actually on cam would last two minutes. sometimes they asked him to do "fucked up shit" like jack off & cum in his hand for them but he couldnt do that. he thought he was gay when he was little cause back then he'd watch other guys too (along with girls) but realizes now he was just curious about size etc, what his would look like when he got older. he's only done it once since we've started dating for the first time in over a year when i was at the cottage cause he figured hed probably grown quite a bit. he said he liked the feeling of being watched and hearing their reactions when they called it huge but he doesnt think it's a "fetish" like i kept calling it cause he said it was next to impossible to have it remain hard (which normally is not a problem)

this is weird, i did cry a lot when he told me cause I consider it cheating that time with the guy. He assures me the gender really has nothing to do with it, he just wanted the reaction. I believe him. He smashed his wecam built into his laptop to "ease your mind" and has deleted all his msns! only leaving one email he uses for work. which i know pass to cause he told me it. I'm relieved.

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