.. its my mum.. shes so difficult to live with. Every single day without fail she starts on me for something or another. When my parents and family go out on a saturday and if im going out later then she'll put her dressing gown around the door handle so she knows if ive been in and out of her room because she thinks i go into their room and take stuff! She ruins everything and it ends up with me in tears and tearing lumps out of myself! i cant handle it anymore and i cant tell anyone about it incase my other siblings get taken away! Im really depressed and she has told me several times that she hates me and im not bothered anymore! she hates my gran aswell and she knows how much my dads mum (gran obviously) means to me and everytime we argue she tells me to go sook up my grans a***. I NEVER do anything to trigger her she just starts on me for nothing all the time i know it sounds like a typical excuse but its true! im not going to the doctor or anything either. i cancelled going to see the psyciatrist aswell because then social'services will become involved etc!. Some of the names she calls me are unreal and extremely hurtful. You would never dream of hearing your mum calling you them but unfortunately i get it all the time! You would NEVER think she's my mum because of the way i get treated! i really don't know what to do anymore but i cant handle this anymore! I would rather not be living than have to suffer it ..
PleaseHelp xx