I hope it is!!

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if it is a wind up then its really stupid

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I dont think it is. Why would anyone go to this extreme just to wind someone up, abit stupid really.

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Matty would lol. But he's more than a little bit stupid.

Nah the email was pretty thorough, Matty couldn't of thought of that.

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If it were a wind up, they would have to be pretty bored.

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I only read the first page and a half. All I have to say is LOL.

Matty only cross posted the e-mail here.

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this thread is really starting to annoy me

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I'm glad it amused some of you but Matty, you missed a fundamental point. I sent that email to other people who I knew would pass it around the different forums for a reason. So posting it to try and humiliate me is retarded. But enough of fat welsh pricks.

Yes its true, for those who are still undecided, I think joking about this sort of thing would seem a bit pointless, yes I was stupid and probably a bit naive for believing alot of things, but so were alot of other people. It was wrong of me to send the email but it would definately not be believed if I never. Read my blog if you're interested to what I was thinking and how I was feeling, this person gave me a lease of life and my dreams of being with them and having them have been crushed in one swoop.

Yes she's the same person as I knew before, but the crushing feeling I have about what has happened has knocked me off thinking what I should do. I understand her point of view and how her little 'joke' escalated and I do still talk to her. I don't expect anyone to understand unless you were in my situation which I doubt is overly common even on the internet.

I've been away from here for a while thinking over things, thinking about how I've gone from having nothing to my world looking perfect to it being brought back down to nothing. As pathetic it sounds. I just want to disappear and not have to worry about this ever happening again. So thanks for the laughs Teensay has given me.

I have enjoyed reading this thread which just ended up underlining that Matty is a shallow little boy who doesn't have the balls to get to do this to people in real life. ForumsFTW folk. I'm not sure what to say because you'll all just talk about this behind my back anyway.

I'm just rambling now. -hushes-

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<3Becky

is this the end of mark being a prick then? do we get the old markeh back?

Is he even staying?

The Internet has left a bad impression on him.

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Awh I think he's left.

It's a shame they were 2 good members

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So who is admin

I hope he hasn't left, He was a good admin & good member.

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He was a good member lolz.

and Dave is admin

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He wasn't that great at all =\ He was nasty to everyone.

Bliss is a good member though and she's nasty to everyone.

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bloody hell 3 fake people in one week O.o naomi is still the worst though

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Why who else turned out to be fake?

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people from TT that nobody on here will know and im now starting to think that everyone on the net is fake bar me

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I'm fake. I'm really an emu.

^ true but he's a 4ft chinese man.

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