I'm fucking raging.
Seriously
My so called fucking best fucking friend shagged the guy i told her not to.
I actually said to her "Listen honey, I really, really like him, so please, just stay away from him" adn she agreed! THE WENT BEHIND MY BACK AND SHAGGED HIM!!!!!!!!
Plus, I was pregnant with his kid, adn had an abortion

[advice board "pregnancy doubts"]
I've moved away from home to Kirkcaldy, I know not one fucking person.
Basically stuck in the fucking hosue apart from going to college and goin to the shop to get fags and shopping.
Seriously.
I've got fucking depression and its seriously killing me right now.
I fucking LOVE this boy, have done for 4 years, and yes, he knows it, but chooses to ignore it, which PISSES ME OFF!!!
ARGHHH!!!!
I need to kill SOMEONE before I kill MYSELF!!!
ARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
I am done.
Thanks if you read that. lol
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