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aww i hate old conversations. i always re-read them, and its always sad. I should just delete them!

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I often do this, I reminise..Go through all my old xangas..and its like wow. where has she gone? why aren't I still doing that etc..

Its depressing, because Its so weird..And theres nothing you can do to change it..
My friend vikki used to love this song.

Here I am on
The phone again and
Awkward silence is
On the other end

I used to know
The sound of a smile
In your voice
But right now
All I feel
Is the pain of the fighting
Starting up again

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind (on my mind)
All the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time (after time, after time)

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you want to stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Some say that
Time changes
Best friends can
Become strangers
But I don't want that
No not for you
If you just stay with me
We can make it through

So here we are again
Same old arguement
And now I'm wondering
If things'll ever change, yeah

When will you laugh again?
Laugh like you did back when
We made noise till 3 am
And the neighbors would complain

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind (on my mind)
All the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time (after time, after time)

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you want to stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin' down
I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin' down
Down, down, down

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you want to stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

(Please) Don't say a word
I know you feel the same (don't leave)
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
(Please) Please don't walk away
I know you want to stay (don't leave)
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

and i used to think it was so untrue. but now I am obsessed with the song..because its what has happened to me and vikki..we are like strangers..and she used to babysit me from when I was 8..We have been through alot..and its only now since I turned Sixteen its vanished.

I know this is probally irrelavant but if i read my xangas what shes been in..and pictures its like..."What happened..What went wrong?"

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How much older is she than you? I thought she was your age and a good friend but she was yo babysitter?

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I love reading old convos. I had all of mine back to 2003 til my harddrive died recently.

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Shes 20 I am 16.
We werent close until I started knocking for her..cause she lives like on my road but about 5 minutes walk.
And then she would take me to the playpark..in hale and our brothers are like bffs..and our mums knew each other..so we just got into each others lifes..she used to play dolls and barbie with me.
and we would go to mcdonalds, have pizza...eat ben and jerrys so I could feel Americian etc. =]

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I remember we watched south park and something about a clit*[real word]
and we never knew what it was and she asked her mum AHAHA.

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I love real world haha.
Was she babysitting you when you were 16 too? !

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real world :s

&& No she stopped..which is where we drifted..but i fought it back..stuck with her when she went emo..tried it myselff


Haha =( I miss her.

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Haha, aw. You def should avoid baggy pants, you are already quite short and so the bagginess of the pants makes you seem even smaller. You wanna make your legs look as long as possible ya.

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Haha I dont wear em now =] That was just for hairr lol I am 5ft

Its terrible.
5ft with DD boobs. and like all my weight shows. gr.

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That doesn't sound flattering, I would deffo get a breast reduction when I was older if I was you cuz it's not like you can make yoself taller or anything.

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I know But I think my boobs might be a E
cause Like I am wearing my DD bra..but it feels tight now. And my mum reckons I am a E and its like I am Sixteen nowai.

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Aww I know what you mean.

Old emails hurt like a bitch =[

I found a note my ex wrote to me explaining why we split up the other day, part of me felt sad but then I laughed because he was a wanker...

and I found an old love note too, I felt really depressed by it, so I had to prove a point and burn it in the back garden with his photo, to prove I don't need him.

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♫...Tell Me Why You're Running Boy It's So [Absurd]
Saying We Aint More Than [Friends]
Coz To Me It's All [Confusing]
Coz You Wanna Play Around Then Settle [Down]
Baby This Just Makes No [Sense]...♫

♫...Daddy Daddy Don't [Leave]
I'll Do Anything To Keep [You]
Right Here With [Me]
Can't You See How Much I Need [You]...♫

Aww man I always do that.
Chat logs are the worst. And I always read over old emails aswell.. PFFT should delete them all!

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Simply knowing you exist aint good enough for me, but asking for your telephone number seems highly inappropriate.
Seen as i cant, even say hi
When you walk by
And that time you shook my hand it felt so nice,
I swear i never felt this way about any other guy
And
I dont usually notice peoples eyes, but ........

I love reading old chat logs...when all the memories come flooding back and you have a good think about them and it brings a tear you your eye think mine have disappeared now though I downloaded the new msn

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I dont keep chatlogs. because I dont like the idea of people reading them, or say I went missing and like its splashed in the paper about rude chat logs haha.

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Yeah, that's really sad. Like this guy I used to be such great friends with about 2 years ago and we'd always stay up all night talking on MSN and stuff... but then loads of stuff happened and now my boyfriend hates him and doesn't like me talking to him and stuff so I don't really.

Reading chat logs and remembering how close we were makes me so upset.

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I love going over old funny chat logs.. I remember one me and frog had about chucking used condoms at eachother and watching it trickle down eachothers faces lmao.. funny as hell.. those ones always make me feel happy :d but then I delete them after a while, same reasons for Michelle.

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♫...Tell Me Why You're Running Boy It's So [Absurd]
Saying We Aint More Than [Friends]
Coz To Me It's All [Confusing]
Coz You Wanna Play Around Then Settle [Down]
Baby This Just Makes No [Sense]...♫

♫...Daddy Daddy Don't [Leave]
I'll Do Anything To Keep [You]
Right Here With [Me]
Can't You See How Much I Need [You]...♫