Yeah, I don't mean to bore you all with my gay problems but I need to let it out.

My dad is going in for a serious operation tomorrow and I'm worried.
We never really got on well. But something happened to me recently and he was there for me when I needed him. He even made his will this week. And my dad has been sick ALOT. And I have never seen him this nervous. Over anything.

If anything happens to him. I will always feel really guilty that I never got to know him better.

Haha. I feel like I need to cry. But the tears won't come. Gay.

Anyways, enough of my emo thread.

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Simply knowing you exist aint good enough for me, but asking for your telephone number seems highly inappropriate.
Seen as i cant, even say hi
When you walk by
And that time you shook my hand it felt so nice,
I swear i never felt this way about any other guy
And
I dont usually notice peoples eyes, but ........

I hope he comes out of it okay.

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Mark says:
the guy was sick
Mark says:
then his mam died
Mark says:
the bitch.

/cuddle

At least you know that you care now, make sure he knows that.
Cry if you can.
I hope that everything goes well tommorrow, for both of your sakes.

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<3Markeh

You're not bothering anyone with your problems, if anyone clicked on this topic without the intention of helping then they're a lahoooser

It's always hard when your parents are in doubt (however much reason they have) as we're used to going to our parents to hear that everything's ok. It's a horrible feeling and I feel for you.

It's not weird that you can't cry. Think of it like this; when you have loadsa little bits of homework to do, you just do it. When you have sooo much that it overwhelms you, you don't even start it.

As Becky said, make sure he knows that you care. Not only will he feel better, so will you. I really hope everything works out

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"Sometimes I like to put smarties tubes on my cats legs so it walks like a robot"

Yeah I know I should let him know I care. Because I do. but a part of me can never forgiven him for the things he put me and my sister through. (domestic violence)

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Simply knowing you exist aint good enough for me, but asking for your telephone number seems highly inappropriate.
Seen as i cant, even say hi
When you walk by
And that time you shook my hand it felt so nice,
I swear i never felt this way about any other guy
And
I dont usually notice peoples eyes, but ........